My Thank Yous to Keith Teal

My dearest Keith Teal,

I think you suck at life.

Thank you for no help at all.... the only help is some money and you're trying to take even THAT away.

Thank you for RE-marrying soon after our divorce and raising her child and then getting HER pregnant and then telling me you want to sign your rights over to the first child you created (and begged me to bear). 

Thank you for never checking on her..

thank you for never asking how she is or making sure she has what she needs. 

Thank you for telling everyone i kept her from you.... IN fact that beautiful ex girlfriend of yours sent her the daddy dolls that you sent for HER son while you were deployed, to me, and she carried one around for the longest time calling it daddy... then she took the picture out... who knows where its at.  

Thanks also for the pics you sent christine, I now have them and emmi adores them. She wanted one for her room so i put it in a litttle plastic .50 frame from walmart and she keeps it on her bed and says "that MYYYY daddy"..... today she accidently broke it and she cried.

Thank you for giving me a headache thinking of what to tell her when we go through pics of you and i together and you and her as a newborn and she says "where daddy go?" that wont be the only time ill have to answer her, wait until shes 7 and shes in school and someones dad who has an awesome job comes in to tell her class about it and she wonders... WHERES MINE?

just like the song "me and emily" - rachel procter

Some day, when she's old enough,

She's gonna start askin' questions about him.

Some kid at school brings his Dad for show an' tell,

An' gets her little mind a-wonderin':

"Where's my Daddy? Do I have one?

"Does he not love me like you do?"

Oh, maybe I'll find someone to love the both of us,

An' I'll tell her when she's old enough to know the truth. 

Thank you for promising emmalie & i a life that you took away. 

Thank you for my stresses of trying to work 7

days a week to make my bills, keep house up and be the best mom I can... which i feel ive failed at... Sometmes its easier when shes begging me for something  i know she shouldnt/cant have, to just give in so i dont have to fight her, rather than tell her no and listen to her scream and cry and throw a fit... I have no shoulder to lean or you to look at for help.

Thank you for throwing me that awesome baby shower when i was pregnant. It was such a wonderful surprise, and you may have guessed wrong on the "baby belly tape" but i loved you for it anyways.... where are you now? 

Thank you for the tattoo of emmi on your wrist, how will you explain it when you get it covered... will you say its an ex girlfriends name or will you tell the tattoo artist the truth "thats my daughters name, but i dont want her anymore"

Basically what im saying is

THANK YOU FOR NOTHING.

(aside her!)

Sincerely,

YOUR EX WIFE